Even from the very young age, I knew that I am black, since everybody said so. My mother bought me everything she could get hold of to make me beautiful, ribbons ๐, all kinds of ornaments, slides, (no readymade clothes at that time,) she sewed beautiful frocks for me. I was the most well dressed kid in the block. But it created a complex in my mind. May be a habit is formed & so even today I dress neatly.
I went to an Americanโs house to buy a furniture in 1980โs after migrating to USA. The lady of the house was so excited to see me and blurted out.
โOh my God ! Look at you. So pretty! What a color you have got? We go to beach, sauna โฆ to get a better color! Still it is no where near yours, we get. OMG! I am so excited , sorry for being so open like this!โ
We were strangers. I smiled and told her. โWill you please write it down for me so that it will become a record and I will frame it and hang it at my home.โ
I remember this very clearly because it made a big impact on my outlook about my color.
Now I donโt have any complex about anything. Now I am so grateful and content for the beauty He gave me as well as all the other blessings, I was given.
We shouldnโt feel bad about our look, it is like criticizing the creator!
When I look in the mirror, I thank God for giving me this much beauty. All my body parts are perfect too.
What did I do to deserve it.
Nothing!
I stopped complaining to God about his masterpiece, โmeโ.
In the hostel, we used to call you “black beauty”. You were really a very beautiful girl, with amazingly long hair and beautiful body. A curvaceous beauty. ๐
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