I have changed a lot in my outlook when I am walking through my 71+ years of age.
Now I am very compassionate and patient. I don’t care much about anything very seriously any more.
I am grateful and thankful to God for the hot water 💧 I get for my shower, providing me with a washing machine for the laundry, water to drink, microwave to heat up my food, all other kitchen gadgets to make my life easier and interesting, etc.
God will be bored to hear my thanksgiving all the time like this.
When I walk on my two feet (though I am a little weak), I thank Him for that I could walk, not like some others!
May be He is telling me “Gigi, I will give you some extra blessings, if you simply stay quiet.”
I threw away all my traditional beliefs, when my son divorced his five years’ wife. But when I heard his real reason for the divorce, I was thinking, “what a waste of youth! He should have done it in the first year itself.”
I can’t believe that I changed this much.
It was a taboo for me that unmarried couple sleep in the same bed.
Now, I have changed this outlook too.
I don’t even think about any of these stuff any more !
Now I am more peaceful and thankful to everybody.
I am very happy.
I don’t try to find fault with others like I did before. But still I blurt out what I felt about certain things, but not to hurt anybody’s feeling, honestly.
Other day I told a girl whom I like very much, ”wear only one bangle in one hand instead of putting different types together with it. Then none of them can show the individual beauty”
Just when I said that my other relatives wowed it. Then only I understood that I shouldn’t have said that comment. But I said it only because that is what I felt about it.
Life still goes on.
I am happy and I want my family, friends, their families and all others connected to me some how, also should feel happy, peaceful and healthy always, I pray 🙏